Yep. 3 day weekend, and finally, on the last day, Im on the deck in the morning, with a cup of tea, and the sun shining on my feet. Those them there plants? Yea they aren't dead yet. Hee. No in fact they are growing quite nicely. It's a little on the cool side this morning, but quite comfortable. Taking the opportunity to relax before what we know will be another killer week. Yesterday, finally able to get the castle SCRUBBED clean from top to bottom. Laundry is done. Veepee's quarters are organized. We are set until the new desk comes and we have more upheaval. And today? Cooking at home, going to checkout a new park, and then of course, doing some work later tonight. The castle cleaning was certainly theraputic on a number of levels. The OCD itch got scratched, but more importantly? It allowed a chance to think and reason through all of the anxiety being felt about the new gig for 'tha man'. The anxiety continued this morning of course. For some reason, just reading through email seems to set it off. Don't know why. The formula for success is still the same (boil it down to simplest parts, fix it, make everyone see). Yet for the first time in a long time... there is nervousness. There is the feeling of 'gosh, do I have to do this all myself'? There is the 'oh man, gotta get this done in the next 5 days, YIKES'. And really? These are all self-induced. No one is waiting with a checklist in hand to see it all done by Friday. Well, except maybe for the peer set (but that's another challenge). Maybe it's the fact that the new gig is going to eat away at Binkomonster time, which is more precious than gold, diamonds or platinum these days. The VeePee is picking up new skill sets faster than the blink of an eye, and the desire is strong to not want to miss one microsecond. Ahh the tug. Isn't this what the 'Mommy Wars' are all about? And yet, it is important to skirt the literature and not pay attention. Once you get sucked in, the opposing points of view do nothing more than to create more consternation and confusion, which is not something that is needed right now. Clarity. As much of it as possible. Funny, the thought was 'if we could bottle clarity and sell it, think of the riches!' Yet, in some sense, is that not what 'consultants' and CEOs do? Consultants, Life Coaches, Lifestyle Organizers... this is what they are all shilling no? Decluttering your life, getting down to simplest pieces, and getting to the 'answer'. All for $n dollars an hour. Hmmm.
Last night? Made 4 different (very small) martinis for the CEO.
1. Candy Apple Martini
2. The Can Can Martini
3. Regular Martini
4. Um... don't remember now, some kind of fruity martini..
Numbers 1 and 2 were a big hit. (and that's probably because actual other bottles of liquor were pulled off the shelf to make them... some St. Germain, a bit of Chambord...)
We'll have to do some more experimentation next week. Like say, with some rum (been craving Pina Colada's and Mai Tai's for some reason lately... probably so that we can use those awesome Shag Tiki mugs which are collecting dust).
But for tonight, a nice mellow Chardonnay should do the trick.
And a few chapters of Umberto Eco.
Happy Monday.

