Sadness Is...

Watching HGTV's 'I Want That' (ugh, blatant and conspicuous consumerism we admit!), and getting all excited about this. Getting so excited in fact, that one dreams about how it will look on the teeny-tiny patio if we remove all of the furniture, and how it won't matter because we'll be so happy with our swim trunks on and glass of wine in hand. And then reality sets in. We measure, we grok the specs. Sigh. Way. Too. Big. And more importantly in terms of architectural stress considerations, way, too, heavy. *Shakes fist at sky and pouts*.